After my recent journey at home, I learned more that I could imagine. I gave another sens to the "family" word and another shape of my state of mind looking back at my past.
Lesson #1 Rule #1 No more expectations!
I use to have this rule but sometimes I could not help myself and dream a little.This time my expectations where quite low and the result was quite amazing! I was really afraid that we will have too much time, at the end we found out that it wasn't enough. I was afraid that we won't have enough money, we ended up well on our budget. And so on...
Lesson #2 People change
I was impressed to see how fast people change. When I left, I remember like it was yesterday, my friend was funny, honest, simple and an open spirit. I would never believe that she can be such a sophisticated, refined, classy, educated lady. I left a girl and I found a woman! The change was huge, tremendous and I am still speechless.
Lesson #3 People change - So do I
When I look behind, I see this girl, this rebel, free spirit, dreamer, full of pain but also, full of hopes girl. Then I became this rebel employee, this smart girl that has an advice, a word to say. Then easily I became this friend who might of helped to change a life. By the end of the adventure I became this woman who got married. An year later I've becomes this mum, with warm eyes instead of the sharp look and with a low voice instead of the clinking laughter that I use to have.
Lesson #4 People with less give the most
It is true, people with less give more, and more. Because by giving not only you open your heart to love: love humanity, love animals, love life but also you give a change to your karma (if you believe in it). People with less, become richer just seeing you're delighted , become happier when you thank them and are the pure incarnation of honesty. So, if you want to purify your mind or your soul, spend some time with simple people.
Lesson #5 Changing attitude, change of life
I realized immediately returning home, that I am totally a different person now, and I fully understand what went wrong, where and why in my personal life.
It was just a matter of attitude from my side and I the only regret I might have is to realize this so late. But it's fine, when I think about what I have now, I wound't change anything from my past,it worth it a 100%!!!!